Writing Playlist And So Much More: Insecure Writers Support Group April 2026

 

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Insecure Writers Support Group April 1, 2026

Oops! I meant to write this yesterday. I'm chronically a day late and a dollar short, so, ya get it when ya get it, geddit?

Anyway, here is this month's question, which I will answer with the requisite amount of unnecessary snark and bad attitude.

April 1 question - If you have a playlist (or could put one together) that either gets you in the groove to write or fits with one of your books, what is it? What type of music or what songs?

I make playlists for stories, some of which can be found connected to my YouTube Channel.

youtube.com/@CaraHTheTerribleOldWoman

However, when I'm writing, most of the time I don't listen to music with words because it distracts me. I start getting into the song and forget about the writing. I'll use songs to inspire me, but I usually don't play them while writing.

Here's an example of what I tend to listen to while writing.

https://odysee.com/@derrickcbyron:8/%F0%9F%94%B4-Live-Scenic-Nature-View-24-7---Relaxing-Music---Peaceful-Calm-Sleep---Study-Focus:d?r=GTwnGJ4fFBQfzuJgpHVpfKBKaC9b8B16

Live scenic nature view with relaxing music.

https://odysee.com/@auracleoasis:c/aoradio:4?r=GTwnGJ4fFBQfzuJgpHVpfKBKaC9b8B16

Or perhaps you're in the mood for these groovy upbeat instrumentals.

https://odysee.com/@Naturesoundstherapy:a/24-7-River-Sounds-%E2%80%94-Rocky-Streams%2C-Calm-Flow%2C-and-Water-Ambience-for-Relaxation:0?r=GTwnGJ4fFBQfzuJgpHVpfKBKaC9b8B16

Maybe rain sounds are what you need to ease into writing.

I like Odysee because it's decentralized and because YouTube pisses me off with their Orwellian bullshit. Nobody but Deadpool gets to say "unalived" without receiving a side-eye. It sounds dumb. We all know what killed and murdered mean. We aren't protecting the kiddies from learning about bad things happening in the world by saying "unalived." The kiddies shouldn't be watching YouTube without adult supervision anyway, not sorry. 

I know I've now deviated from the writing playlist thing by a country mile, but using "grape" as a substitute for sexual assault offends me on behalf of grapes. A grape is a useful fruit that brings joy to people's lives. Rape, on the other hand, is a terrible offense. Those who commit the act should have the appendage they used to commit it slammed between two bricks. Again, not sorry. 

I understand that YouTube censorship is a (very stupid) thing, but for the love of all that's holy, don't say "grape." At least say SA. We know what that is. 

I say what I really mean in my videos and don't censor myself because a) my videos are not for kids. I don't know why so many of these content creators say their content is for kids when it clearly isn't. Also, I don't want to restrict what I can say. Let's be honest, how the fuck many kids are going to be clamoring to watch a woman who's old enough to be their grandmother do Tarot card pulls and bitch about the state of the world? 

I'm not sure if I'd want to meet a kid who thought my content was cool or if I'd want to hide from them. That they're not your usual type of kid would be pretty cool to me. That a foul-mouthed old woman who dredges up dark subject matter like it's the good stuff that settles to the bottom of the stew pot is somewhat suspect. 

Seriously, though, I'd rather kids watch me or someone like Penguinz0 (https://www.youtube.com/@penguinz0) than the Paul brothers or whoever the latest popular YouTube specimen is. Charlie and I may cuss a lot, but we don't do suspect shit in our videos or encourage bothersome and potentially illegal activities. 

Anyway, that's my random thoughts arising from this month's Insecure Writers Support Group question. Check back frequently to discover new books from indie and small press authors interspersed with more random insanity.

Ornery Owl Has Spoken 

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Insecure Writers Support Group 4 March 2026

 

 

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March 4 question - What elements do you include in your book launch? Or what do you have in mind for your future book launch? Or what advice do you have to offer to others planning to launch a book?

Sorry, but I'm not the right person to ask. I haven't launched a book in two years, and that was a poetry volume. I have had trouble completing fiction projects since my mother died last year. For some reason, this is one of my trauma responses. 

It's distressing to me, because fiction writing has always brought comfort to me in times of trouble. I feel like my inner abusive parent is telling me I don't deserve comfort and besides, my fiction writing is crap and nobody wants to read it.

I have also experienced difficulty with doing book reviews, and I don't feel up to taking on full-on editing jobs at this point. I do want to start promoting my alpha and beta reading services again.

I haven't experienced the same difficulty with nonfiction writing. I post to my Substack fairly often, but not with any kind of predictable regularity. Many of my Substack posts feature the pieces I write from Eating Disorders Anonymous prompts. 

naughtynetherworldpress.substack.com 

I try to put up new YouTube videos twice a month, doing card readings near the full moon and the new moon. I'm not sure I'm up to doing the full moon reading this month. We shall see.

https://www.youtube.com/@CaraHTheTerribleOldWoman 

On one hand, I find the authorpreneur idea appealing, particularly because my writing is well and away too weird for me to ever get offered a traditional publishing contract for anything but short stories. On the other hand, from what I've seen, these days trad published authors have to do their own marketing too. 

Being an author as I understood it when I was younger really isn't a thing anymore. From my perspective, that's mostly a good thing. There's more room for unique voices. However, it is hard to get noticed. I'm really not up to fighting the tide at this point. 

For those who were hoping for some great wisdom about creating a successful book launch, this isn't that. It also isn't a warning about what not to do during a book launch. Like most things I post, it is what it is.

Here's some relaxing lofi beats for you to enjoy while you ponder this post.

https://odysee.com/@aiartworks360:2/chill:bf?r=GTwnGJ4fFBQfzuJgpHVpfKBKaC9b8B16 

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Insecure Writers Support Group February 4, 2026: Rereading My Past Efforts

 

 

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February 4 question - Many writers have written about the experience of rereading their work years later. Have you reread any of your early works? What was that experience like for you? 

I really like some of the things I wrote in the past. Ketil and Yitzy's Adventure In the Xura Dream House is one of my favorite books because I wrote the story (or collection of interrelated stories) that I wanted to read. Same with The Quest For the Wizard's Key and The Quest For Captain Sammy's Treasure. My work has never become popular with anyone else, but I didn't write it for anyone else. 

However, some of my previous efforts are the sorts of things where I'd have to kill anyone who found them. They are that bad. 

For instance, I have tried several times to revise my 2011 NaNoWriMo project. I had the grain of an interesting idea, but the execution was disastrous. Frankly, this is how I feel about most of my past NaNoWriMo projects and why I refuse to be a slave to word counts anymore. The grindset style of writing leaves me loathing the result. 

I once made the mistake of publishing one of my NaNoWriMo projects. I must have been huffing some kind of toxic fumes when I decided this was a good idea. I unpublished it after rereading it. Fortunately, I don't think anyone else saw it. 

I am trying to get back to writing what I want to write, not what other people have told me I should want to write. 

Anyway, if you're in the mood for something different, check out the stories I mentioned at the beginning of this piece. I still have them up on Amazon, but that may change in the future.

Ornery Owl Has Spoken

 

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The Quest for Captain Sammy's Treasure is one of the stories in the Pirate Gold anthology.

http://books2read.com/PirateGold 

 

The Quest For the Wizard's Key Epic Fix-Up Novel.

https://amzn.to/3ZtZ09w
 

 Ketil and Yitzy's Adventure in the Xura Dream House Fix-Up Novella

https://amzn.to/2ZHmryK 

 

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Here's the link in case you can't see the player.

https://odysee.com/@VinylDJ:a/ClassicHouseProgressiveHouseMix:9?r=GTwnGJ4fFBQfzuJgpHVpfKBKaC9b8B16

As far as I'm concerned, you can't go wrong with a classic progressive house mix, and I am unanimous in this. 

 

Insecure Writers Support Group 7 January 2026

 

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January 7 question - Is there anything in your writing plans for 2026 that you are going to do that you couldn't get done in 2025?

Yes. Wow, that was quick! Have a nice day.

I can't go yet, though. I started a battle with a winter Wignow in 4TheWords, so I still need to come up with 400 more words. 

I don't feel like pretending I know what I'm doing, so instead I will share some anthology opportunities with you.

Dragon Soul Press has new anthology opportunities every month. 

https://dragonsoulpress.com/shortstorycalls/

It's free to submit your work to Dragon Soul Press. They are very professional and always respond to submissions, so you'll never be left hanging wondering if your story was accepted.

I am planning to submit to First Coast Romance Writers two proposed anthologies.

SPRING 2026: A Kiss In the Rain

Commit Date: 1/8/2026

Due Date: 4/24/2026

Pre-Order Date: 5/6/2026

Publication Date: 5/21/2026

 

Winter 2026: Snowed In

Commit Date: 8/3/2026

Due Date: 10/23/2026

Pre-Order Date: 11/6/2026

Publication Date: 11/17/2026

You do need to be a member of FCRW to submit to their anthologies, but you don't need to live in Florida. Dues are $50 per year. There are monthly meetings with useful workshops.

https://firstcoastromancewriters.com/

Proceeds earned from the anthologies help pay for FCRW's workshops.

I am also planning to write a story to submit to Passionate Ink's annual anthology. If you like to write spicy, consider getting involved. This year's theme is friends to lovers.

You need to be a member of Passionate Ink to submit to the anthology. Dues are $45 per year. Membership includes access to writing sprints and workshops.

https://passionateink.org

Proceeds earned from the anthology benefit Pro Literacy.

I think I will be able to get back on track this year although nothing will ever be the same. My mother died last February. Her passing wasn't a surprise although the fact that she had colon cancer was. She was a retired nurse. She had been having GI problems for quite some time. I think she may have suspected but didn't want to pursue chemotherapy. Her cognition was worsening. She suffered from a major occipital lobe stroke and died three days later in hospice.

I didn't cry much following my mother's death, but my insomnia went off the rails and I started having a lot of trouble completing projects. When I did the math, I saw that I was still writing about the same amount as I ever did, I just couldn't seem to finish anything. I had brain fog and a whole lot of guilt. 

I always seemed to be a disappointment to my parents. They were very critical of my artistic pursuits. But while my mother was in hospice,  I learned from her friend and neighbor that she said she was proud of me for pursuing my writing. Go figure.

To sum things up, everything is up in the air, but I feel like I have more likelihood of the things I throw at the wall this year sticking. Will this be My Big Year? Probably not, I've given up on that idea. But maybe it will be an okay year.

Ornery Owl Has Spoken

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I haven't taken down my holiday decorations yet. What are you gonna go about it?

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Insecure Writers Support Group 1 October 2025

 

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October 1 question - What is the most favorite thing you have written, published or not? And why? 

I love my Dreamlands stories more than anything else I write. Nobody else gives a flying rat's ass about them and probably never will. I love them for the Found Family aspect. A quartet of complete oddballs confronts cosmic (and other) horrors as well as their own troubled pasts with the intent of saving the Universe from being drawn into a Horrible Black Void. 

I hardly ever have time to work on these stories, or anything else, really. 

 This has been a year of death and medical appointments. 

For an idea of how I feel about all the stories inside me that will either never be told or will be buried by time and dust, watch the scene in this video where David Bowie slumps over, exhausted by attempting to write out his ideas before it's too late (approximately 3:45).

 

AI, AI, AI! Iä! Iä! Cthulhu fhtagn! Insecure Writers Support Group September 3 2025

 

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September 3 question - What are your thoughts on using AI, such as GPChat, Raptor, and others with your writing? Would you use it for research, storybible, or creating outlines\beats?

AI is a tool. I categorize my AI usage as AI-assisted. I do not use generative AI to write my stories for me. 

What's the difference between AI-assisted and generative AI?

Generative AI is a subset of AI that specializes in creating new content, such as text, images, and music, based on user inputs and existing data. 

AI-assisted systems focus on analyzing and interpreting existing data to improve decision-making and automate tasks, rather than generating new content. 

Sources:

https://www.coursera.org/articles/ai-vs-generative-ai

https://www.microsoft.com/en-us/ai/ai-101/generative-ai-vs-other-types-of-ai

https://www.udacity.com/blog/2025/03/what-is-generative-ai-vs-ai-key-differences-and-examples.html

https://education.illinois.edu/about/news-events/news/article/2024/11/11/what-is-generative-ai-vs-ai

The following is a list of the AI assistants I use.

AutoCrit

I use AutoCrit to draft and edit my manuscripts. I use their beat sheet tool to generate ideas for story beats. I also utilize their editing tools. 

I had purchased Scrivener about a month before I discovered AutoCrit. AutoCrit shares some similarities with Scrivener, but its learning curve is significantly less steep. I quickly became a lifetime member of AutoCrit. Scrivener has been gathering dust on my computer ever since. 

Claude

I use Claude for research and have also used Claude to help me create lists of questions for a series of nonfiction mental health and recovery workbooks I hope to release someday. 

Claude can perform generative AI functions. However, I don't use Claude to write my stories. On one occasion, I used Claude to help me flesh out a creature that appeared in one of my stories. The idea for the creature was mine. Claude simply suggested a few bells and whistles I could add to make it more memorable.

QuickWrite

I became a lifetime subscriber to QuickWrite early in its inception. I've used it to help me create basic outlines for blog posts, lists of potential titles for a story, a list of story prompts, or pictures of characters. 

This video from Ches's Book Nook presents valuable points.

I've sharply reduced the number of times I include em-dashes so as not to be accused of being AI. Not even kidding.

Here's an AI-generated story for you.

https://darkicon.com/lovecraft.htm

A blasphemous symbol

An egg around a canyon hurled a slow arch at a squid. Sometimes a symbol trembles, but soon I was to find that a history always secreted away the awful knowledge of the nameless nightmare! A phantasm toward an echo fainted at the very thought of an abyss, but the tripod played horrible games with a horrible tomb. If a non-chalantly self-loathing coin wisely disturbed a township, then a note inside the speech awakens. Most people believe that a stoic source secreted away the awful knowledge of the annihilation over a squid, but the makeshift library is much more infected. A demon around some sanity hurled a polygon of a recording at an usually memorable fascination. When a truck is temporal, a clock behind a lover befriended a living squid. A furtive vapour bumped accidentally into the inferiority. Indeed, the notable terror of the dirt-encrusted fascination was evil. A tape recorder returns, because a vacuum about a case played horrible games with the library over the germ. When a shocking history laughs like a man insane, a squid near a clock dies. When you see a manuscript near a speech, it means that the tome inside an ocean hides. At long last, the smelly ooze of the frightening, inexorably incinerated note was revealed! Furthermore, an ooze for some demon panics, and a myth negotiated with another nameless stone. For example, an organism indicates that a fractured source lectured at long length about some globule. For example, the existence indicates that a paralysis seekd some truck. When the unspeakable vista beams with living power, a treacherous sanity sleeps.

https://odysee.com/@theGoat666:7/6-ix6-utopiafm-04-02-2023-melodic:5?r=GTwnGJ4fFBQfzuJgpHVpfKBKaC9b8B16

This is some of the finest electronic music I've heard in a while. Do check it out! If you like melodic techno, you won't be disappointed.

https://odysee.com/@BobSav:e/2025-08:6?r=GTwnGJ4fFBQfzuJgpHVpfKBKaC9b8B16

If you want to get your trance on, this mix is what you seek.

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QuickWrite

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Bad Actors in Publishing

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August 6 question - What is the most unethical practice in the publishing industry?

I'm going to say honestly that I don't know. However, there are a lot of bad actors in the publishing industry. Many of these bad actors can be found on the Writer Beware blog.

https://writerbeware.blog/

Buy Link:

https://amzn.to/45kzyHX

Here is the blurb for the book by Michael N. Marcus.

Outskirts Press calls itself "the fastest-growing full-service publishing provider." It published seven books in 2002, its first year, and over 5,000 books in 2009. Some of those books, and the press releases that promote them, are filled with silly errors that should have been avoided. When authors are disappointed and enraged., service reps hide behind the fine print of a contract that does not warrant that books will be error-free. Outskirts is also inept (and dishonest) when it promotes itself. Its website, emails, press releases, blogs and promotional literature have factual errors, mistakes in grammar, spelling and arithmetic- and deliberate distortion. Outskirts uses such grandiose phrases as "a veritable army of publishing professionals" to attract customers - but those professionals tell lies to make independent self-publishing seem much harder than it really is. Although Outskirts uses such buzzwords as "self-publishing" and "print-on-demand," it's really a vanity publisher. Vanity publishers make most of their money by selling services and overpriced trinkets to naïve authors - not by selling books to readers. The books are often ugly, unedited and overpriced. They sell poorly, and are seldom reviewed. This book was written to make potential customers of Outskirts Press and other vanity publishers aware of the trouble that likely awaits them, and to let vanity publishers know that their lies and failures will be noticed and publicized. It's also a very funny book.

My Experience

I fell victim to Outskirts Press when I published my first book back in 2007. I lost thousands of dollars and stopped writing for five years. I kick myself every day for being so stupid. However, I think more than anything else, I was desperate. I knew my story would never have mainstream appeal. The options available to self-published authors today simply were not available in 2007. 

Predatory publishers like Outskirts Press still exist, preying on people desperate to tell their stories. These people are often broken souls, having had very little support or encouragement during their lives. Taking advantage of such people certainly falls into the category of evil. 

Ornery Owl Has Spoken

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Insecure Writers Support Group 2 July 2025

 

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Happy Fourth of July for those who celebrate.

July 2 question - Is there a genre you haven't tried writing in yet that you really want to try? If so, do you plan on trying it?

I already write in multiple genres. It's unlikely that I'll try anything new at this point because I have too many irons in the fire. As it is, I doubt I'll ever bring most of the embryonic proto-stories I have in my idea bank to life because I'm always coming up with new ideas. 

Sometimes my ideas manifest as poems, and what are poems if not little stories? This is one of my poems that was accepted for the Soul Chaser anthology from Dragon Soul Press.

A Hard Lesson

Thinking ‘bout all the times that I drove in my car 

Belting out an ode to someone who I believed could set me free 

While lamenting the fact that our love could never be.   

It’s pretty fucking sad 

To want someone so bad 

While knowing all the while 

That you’re just not his style.   

How would I respond 

To someone behaving like me 

If she asked me what she should do.   

Should she give up on her dream 

Or should she try to see it through?   

I’d tell her limerence is a losing game 

Even if his soul is crying out, 

It’s nothing you can do anything about.   

I’d tell her to let it be. 

I’d advise her to set herself free.   

‘Cause he don’t even know you exist 

He’ll never know that you care. 

You can’t do a thing to help with his problems 

Except to send up a prayer.   

Leave it in the hands of the angels, 

Leave it at Heaven’s door. 

‘Cause there’s nothing you can do to see it through 

For this faraway man you adore.   

You need to take care of yourself, 

You need to learn to love you best. 

It’s better to live life alone and free 

Than limerent and always bereft.   

Let it be.

Set yourself free. 

Love yourself best, 

And you’ll always be blessed.

****************************

Yes, the poem is autobiographical. No, I don't want anyone feeling sorry for me. 

Before this life has run its course, one of my intentions is to write a memoir about my struggles with limerence. 

Limerence masquerades as love, but it ain't love. 

Unless it's your intent to make me want to chew nails and spit fire, please don't tell me that "it's not too late to find love." Trust me, I am not looking. I don't know how to play that game, and I'm not interested in learning. 

If you'd like to pick up a copy of the Soul Chaser anthology, follow this link. It's just $4.99 for plenty of poems! It's available now. This is just the graphic I had handy.

books2read.com/DSPCHASER

Until next time.

Ornery Owl Has Spoken

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Insecure Writers Support Group June 4, 2025: Impacting Young Minds

 

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"I always had good taste in literature, Puppy."

"You always had weird taste in everything, Owl."

June 4 question:

What were some books that impacted you as a child or young adult?

I was a precocious reader. I learned to read Dr. Seuss at the age of four. By the time I was six, I was delving into the twisted mind of Edgar Allan Poe. Scarier still, I understood what Poe was talking about, even with the flowery Victorian prose. I loved it then, and I love it to this day.

That explains the emergence of C. L. Hart, author of dark Lovecraftian (and Poe-esque, and Kingly) fantasy and horror. 

On the flip side, C. L. Hart also writes sweet romance. Hard though it may be to believe in these days of cronely curmudgeonry, I used to have a romantic bone somewhere in my body. I still enjoy reading and writing romance, but in real life, I find the idea more fantastical than anything Poe or Lovecraft ever penned.

Now, how do I explain the emergence of Lil DeVille, the Queen of Cheeky Smut?

Well...

We didn't have none of that Internet thingy when I was twelve years old in 1977. We did, however, have libraries. The library in the college town where my family lived was always busy, so, unless the title was something completely blatant like Sixty-Nine Spicy Sex Stories, the librarians were too busy to consider the appropriateness of the book for an impressionable young mind. 

Oddly enough, I wasn't particularly aroused by the over-the-top steaming hot subject matter, but it was fun to read. The fact that I wasn't supposed to read it made it even more of a kick. It also added a new twist to the fan fiction I wrote. 

If any of you ever find said fan fiction, I'll have to kill you. It was very cringy self-insert stuff written by a lonely teenage girl who didn't entirely have a grasp on what she was writing about, but she had a lot of fun writing it.

I wrote three types of fan fiction: buddy stories, sweet romantic stories, and Tsar Bomba-level melt your pants and your eyeballs stories. 

Those are still the kinds of stories I write. The steamy ones are no longer as cringeworthy. At least I hope they aren't! I strive for over-the-top levels of heat, but I also incorporate realistic considerations.

I hope you enjoyed this post. As I always say, if men don't find me either attractive or handy, they should at least find me mildly amusing in a warped sort of way.

Ornery Owl Has Spoken

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Insecure Writers Support Group 7 May 2025

I got ahead of myself and forgot to include this in the initial post. Sorry!

http://www.insecurewriterssupportgroup.com

My webcam froze when my face was like this. 

Nothing else I include in this post will be this dumb.

Here's my first YouTube video!

https://youtu.be/MZCoUFmHsW4

How are you doing? Have you recently put yourself in a position where you know you can't return to a group? I did that. You can hear all about it in my first YouTube video!

May 7 question - Some common fears writers share are rejection, failure, success, and lack of talent or ability. What are your greatest fears as a writer? How do you manage them?

Before we get started, here is your content warning.

I cuss. A lot.

If you’re sensitive about that, the back arrow is your best pal.

I have all those aforementioned fears.

I’m not managing them very fucking well, thank you very much!

You may wonder why the hell someone who looks like me would share a picture of myself without a bag over my head. The reason I am sharing my less than glamorous face with the world without more cover-up than a little foundation to prevent me from looking dead and to tone down the appearance of my rosacea flare-up is because music is better when ugly people are making it.

"I didn't know you were a musician, Ornery."

It's an allegory, Reader. Let me explain.

I don’t think people are ugly until they act ugly. People are just kind of people-looking. Even me, although it's hard to see myself that way. I'm so used to thinking of myself as hideous, even though I'm just plain-looking. I look like a European peasant with my round face and stocky body. There's nothing wrong with that. 

I'm sick and tired of people thinking it's okay to make other people feel bad about themselves. 

This person is fat! 

So what? 

That person has crooked teeth and a big nose! 

Who cares? 

I find this person unattractive! 

That sounds like a "you" problem." 

If you don't find someone attractive, chances are no-one is forcing you to date them, so what the hell difference does it make? Be a damn adult about it.

Anyway...

I'm having to take a lot more time than I would like to work on my bullshit and on trying to be a little more patient with myself. I'm not a patient person by nature. 

One thing I've learned the hard way is I don't have to do All The Things. Trying to do All The Things just burns me out. I think the fact that I have trouble being selective may be tied to my ADHD. 

My keyboard is doing a thing. It is not a thing I like. So, I think I will end this post here. 

That's how I'm doing. 

Ornery Owl Has Spoken

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"Don't worry about it, Ornery. I may not always understand what yer sayin', but I always like talkin' to ya over a cup of coffee or tea, or maybe a swig o' moonshine."

"Thanks, Beaks. I'll pass on the white lightning, but I could go for a latte."

Insecure Writers Support Group 2 April 2025: Fight, Quest, or Get Drunk?

 

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"Ready to begin our quest, Owl?"

"Oh, for sure, Leg O' Lamb. But don't you think it would be a good idea to stop at yonder tavern for a pint first?"

April 2 question - What fantasy character would you like to fight, go on a quest with, or have a beer/glass of wine with?

I found a few fabulous fantasy villains on this website.

https://www.yardbarker.com/entertainment/articles/the_25_most_formidable_fantasy_villains/s1__38791986#slide_25

Am I stupid or crazy enough to fight any of them?

I’m a 60-year-old disabled woman. During my working life, I held such jobs as bartender, waitress, nursing assistant, and nurse. I can’t carry heavy trays (or wounded combatants) anymore, but I could still pour drinks and help patch up the wounded. 

I can use magic, you say?

Well, that’s a little better, although I must admit, I’m a rank amateur. I’d summon Nyarlathotep and his daughter Yadira to help me, except that I’d need a very compelling reason to do so, or it wouldn’t turn out nice. 

Yadira and Nyarlathotep are compassionate toward those who have a real need of their services. They are trickster deities who play very nasty tricks on those who call upon them for self-serving reasons. It was April Fool’s Day yesterday, so you know they were having a field day. They may have had such a good time of it that they see no reason not to keep the party going one more day. I think I’d probably better stick to my own devices.

I don’t think I’ll piss off Saruman. Even though I’m a big hoss of a woman, those Uruk-Hai of his could easily pick me up and fling me into a pit. Also, he managed to imprison Gandalf. I don’t think I stand a chance in a fight against Saruman.

I’d best forget the whole Sauron thing as well. He’d see me coming a mile away with my weird way of walking. He’d probably hear me snuffling and sneezing too. No doubt there’s some weird pollen in Middle Earth that would set my allergies off. 

Oh yeah, there’s that quest thing hanging over my head.

Walking the long walk with the Lord of the Rings boys is a little much for this old broad. Maybe I need to skip the Middle Earth thing altogether and leave that mess to the hobbitses. I’ll head for the Wizarding World and have a beer with Harry Potter. He’s a year older than my soon-to-be thirty-five-year-old son, so he can drink now. 

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I can help Harry, Ron, and Hermione plot a few plots and scheme a few schemes against the likes of Bellatrix Lestrange and He Who Is Not To Be Named. I can concoct half-baked ideas and bake tasty treats with the best of them. The Hogwarts gang would love me.

It’s settled, then. I’m off to the Wizarding World. I may not be the most interesting side character, but I’m all in, at least as much as someone in the shape I’m in can be. Maybe I’ll even learn a little magic along the way. 

Ornery Owl Has Spoken

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Ornery Owl is outstanding in her field.

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February 5 question - Is there a story or book you've written you want to/wish you could go back and change?

With most of my work, the problems are minor things I missed during the self-editing process. 

The contentious first book I published in 2007 has several heavy-duty issues that make me cringe big time. I won't reveal the title or the pen name I used. It's no longer in print, and overhauling and re-releasing it would take too much effort, so it will remain buried by time and dust. 

I took one character from this book, renamed him, and made him the lynchpin of my Tales From the Dreamlands series. You can meet Ketil in his debut novella, Ketil and Yitzy's Adventure in the Xura Dream House.

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